Daily Archives: June 22, 2011
Grown-Up Love
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In America we live in a culture that glorifies passionate, romantic love. Our friends are in love, dreaming or daydreaming of it, waiting and dating to fall into it. Women and men begin new lives in love. Romantic love is our inspiration, our motivation—our reason to be. Romance is a cultural obsession, an imperial ideal. We believe that love can be found, here and now and forever, in an instant, across a crowded room—or tomorrow, just around the corner.
It can—but rarely. In reality, romance is more fleeting and more dangerous than we are told, more complicated than we could have imagined, more elusive than we’ve been led to believe. Love is a promise made every day only to be broken tomorrow.
As the Jungian analyst Robert Johnson wrote in We: Understanding the Psychology of Romantic Love, “The fact that we say ‘romance’ when we mean ‘love’ shows us that underneath our language there is a psychological muddle. We are confusing two great psychological systems within us, and this has a devastating effect on our lives and our relationships.”
In a documentary I’m researching and developing for television, I want to distinguish love from romance, to explore the ideal of true love, or real love, as Johnson describes it. Talking to Johnson, I told him that it seems to me that love, not romance, is the love we seek, the love we need, the love that enriches life and has the potential to make us happy. “That’s the story I want to tell,” I said—a different story of love—and show its appeal to our deeper desires and nature.
“Good luck!” Johnson said. “In this society, nobody wants to hear about it. Even if it is the truth.”
He may be right. Even our language undermines that story. We use words like settle and settle down when we marry or accept a more stable relationship. We “compromise” for a mate who is flesh and blood if not quite the prince we imagined. Johnson calls the love he’s talking about oatmeal love. Isn’t there a tastier image? The very vocabulary advertises that the champagne of true love is flat.
On the other hand, “Love is the one power that awakens the ego to the existence of something outside itself, outside its empire, outside its security.”
Love, in other words, is transcending the ego to connect with another.
Johnson writes: “The task of salvaging love from the swamps of romance begins with a shift of vision—. Real relatedness between two people is experienced in the small tasks they do together: the quiet conversation when the day’s upheavals are at rest, the soft word of understanding, the daily companionship, the encouragement offered in a difficult moment, the small gift when least expected, the spontaneous gesture of love.”
Enlightened love is the connective tissue of existence—a state of being that exists regardless of our opinions of what it ought to be. We live for this kind of love. We work for this kind of?love.
The noted psychoanalyst Ethel Person wrote in Dreams of Love and Fateful Encounters: “Love is an act of the imagination.” She says, “Most of us are not originators of stories. Most of us pull our ideas of love from the culture, from the poets and artists who bring this form of desire and gratification together into one script, one scenario. Only then does the average individual try to change the imaginary act into a lived life.” In other words: Me, Meg Ryan; you, Tom Hanks—even in New Jersey, maybe especially in New Jersey.
So love is a story we tell ourselves. Except the familiar love stories have gone stale. Today Cinderella’s sisters hold jobs, and her stepmother has a support group. The prince buys Viagra on the Internet, and the king opens his castle to the public to make ends meet, if he’s not trafficking in insider trading. Romance has been degraded into a sexual how-to. We need a new story or a new telling of the old story. We need a Star Wars of the heart—an epic, with heroes and heroines, huge challenges and glorious victories.
What is a story if not a metaphor, a myth in the making?
Love is a raft in a swiftly moving river, scant protection against rapids and rocks, a private place of smells and tastes, eloquent looks and intimate touch, a cache of common dreams and accumulated history. We seek its secret, but it is as individual as one’s own face, hidden even from ourselves. Me, Joan; you, Al. We have conceptual differences. We are conceptual differences. We don’t even pull into the driveway the same way. But isn’t that where love begins, in the difference—the otherness—that makes love possible, and necessary?
Love is the mystery of union, the distance to be transcended, the fuel to cross an infinity. It’s another kind of math. Two times Love equals One. We are One and not One, a paradox in being. And that’s only the half of it, maybe only half of the half—my half. We shout and we shut up. We laugh, we paddle. The fuel is a flame that flickers. We give it air, and we trust the flame will not go out. The dramatic tension is internal.
As Robert Heinlein told us in his 1961 novel Stranger in a Strange Land: “Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.” So simple—the happiness of the other is essential to our own. Practice it for homework. That’s a how-to that bears repeating, on a daily basis. As one wise woman, who outlived three happy husbands, advised: “Find out what he doesn’t like, and don’t do it.”
That’s a love story I’d like to report, a story missing in the popular media. As Johnson said: It takes a shift of vision.